Wednesday, 3 June 2009


I have just got caught up with my blogs but not my emails. As soon as you miss a blog session, you begin to realise how much you actually do.... Catching up has taken a bit of effort.

We had pork chops for tea and watched American History X which was very good. Didn't leave much time for anything else though and now it is nearly bed time and I have done little else. Oh I put some asfatedo (sp!) stuff in with the mushrooms so experiments have begun with the third herb / spice. We are still using the black onion seed but i didn't fall in love with fenugreek...

Today I felt icky. If the ladies at work are still pulling my hormones into synch then it is my pre-hormonal blip, worsened by the moon maybe. I didn't perk up until I got to leave. Maybe it was just because I was too hot... It has already cooled this evening and tomorrow is supposed to be much cooler, thankfully. I don't like it too hot and heat makes me want to have a siesta.

I still feel off at work. I don't feel part of the team so much and I don't know what to do or say sometimes that isn't going to be taken wrong and still enable me to get my job done well. I have a strong work ethic, I don't think this is always a good thing. *sigh*

I want..... something else...... I am beginning to understand that time really is a gift. Not time to do what others want but time to truly do what you want. I never appreciated it when I had it....


  1. Rosie, I feel you and I are in the same boatin regards to work! I thank you for your questions and I am cooking up some answers as we speak, but time is preventing me from typing it up! Its going to be a weekender! I look forward to it! Thanks again!

  2. sounds like you need to make time for yourself,just "be", if only for 5 min at a time throughout the day. wish i could put time in a box and mail it to you,a gift from me to you!

  3. Quite possibly Claire... *sigh* Looking forward to the answers to the questions...

    Yes I do need more time.... I would love it if you could mail me some time Ann...