Thursday, 15 October 2009

Mothballs

Not much of a post tonight. I have to go to Fat Fighters and I feel rough as rats.

My moontime still hasn't gotten going. I don't why this happens sometimes but I get a period of time when everything is saying I am ready, even a little light flow/spotting but my heavy beginning of my period just won't materialise. Until it does I will feel awful. The longer it takes the more yucky I will feel.

I wish I could just crawl in the bath and then off to bed.

I made my porridge and smoothie as usual this morning but I just couldn't face eating them. I think I had one mouthful. The chocolate and sugar cravings were very strong and I gave in. It hasn't been a red or a green day but a brown day.

I just want it to start! What is my body waiting for? The New Moon?

I am actually a New Moon person. I like this time best in the month. I think the darker more mysterious side of the Goddess is the one for me and had decided this before I realised that that tends to be my moontime. Coincidence? I am not a bright shiny person much of the time, although I have my moments. I like to step back and think more and I have been known to brood a little. Anyway time to go see if I have lost or gained. *glower*
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5 comments:

  1. Mary Ellen16 October 2009 at 00:22

    Hang in there - and stay gentle with yourself on this long journey of amazing change you are embarking on.

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  2. Sue Simpson16 October 2009 at 00:45

    Hey worry not sister....red and green maakes brown. Chocolate is good for these times! And don't you let fat fighters tell you any different!
    Oh I went through this with the period thing and know of many women going through the same. I am older and mind is down to menopause, but many are younger and can't use this as a reason. Also, if you are dieting this can upset your cycle. Drink calmomile tea, excercise if you can and relax.
    Thinking of you hunny
    Sue xxx

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  3. mel16 October 2009 at 01:43

    I'm quite positive that you are utterly perfect...;)

    I have a hard time facing porridge in the morning on a good day...

    If I wasn't so knackered I could think of a lovely tea to help unstick your moon-time...raspberry leaf? Yeah...think so....

    (((((hugs))))

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  4. Sara16 October 2009 at 05:43

    I can certainly relate to this post. I just wanted to mention to you that I am having a problem staying a follower on your blog (and a couple of others). I think Blogger is having a problem, as I have heard of this happening to other bloggers too. Just wanted you to know that I am still following you, and hopefully Blogger will figure out what is going on. :)

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  5. Rose16 October 2009 at 08:10

    Thank you oh most lovely of people. Chamomile is a staple in my house anyway, and as it so happened when I got in and crawled off to the bath there was a mug of chamomile and oatstraw in my little mitt. I love chamomile... I shall have to try raspberry leave - I think I had some once and found more medicinal than pleasurable! *laugh* I am also missing my normal woman's tea - rose, vanilla and shatavari which not only seems to help but I love it as well. I think this may be why I havn't had this problem in a while but I have it now.

    Hope Blogger figures it out Sara! Things like that can be sooo frustrating...

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