People often complain that so many companies do the whole redundancy thing in the run up to Christmas. That it does not fit the season. I am coming to disagree. The timing feels perfect, if you let it. The year is ending and so is this phase of employment. As winter progresses, I am in a lull, waiting for decisions to be made. With Spring I find myself growing into something else and by Summer I shall be grown into a new role or a new job and place. Things change and turn and what will be, will be.
I am finding that other things have changed as well though. Suddenly this blog feels dead to me. As if it's time is done. Maybe a new blog will start with the turning of the year. If it does, it might be somewhat different to this one. This one might not be ending, it might flower anew. Suddenly I am not feeling so witchy. Not that I lost my faith, just that it is showing s different face. I just am at the moment.
Don't be worrying. I am just walking a different path, listening to a different tune. I have yet to see what way it will take me. I am not unhappy, I am just going with the flow..... In fact there is a pleasure and contentedness all of it's own that comes with that.
The New Cottagesmallholder HQ
4 months ago
know what you mean rose.... everything flows...things unfold as they are meant to. Whatever happens, whatever you do, love & blessings ((hugs)) x
ReplyDeleteIt sounds very exciting - something new is brewing! I hope I get to see where you go.
ReplyDeleteBeing content is a blissfull moment. what will be will be. I wish you all the best whichever direction your path takes you. Take care.
ReplyDeleteI utterly *get* the need to change...move on...listen to a different tune -- well, maybe it isn't all that different, just another version of a similar song..altered rhythms, different measure....
ReplyDeleteIt really is that time of year, I'm feeling the transition deeply and instead of wondering about it I"m just drifting downstream and letting go of all the "I should"'s....
Miss our chats...
~love~